I can't tell you that I understand what you've been going through, but I can and will say that I hope things get better for you. I hope this coming year brings you safety, success, and satisfaction!
As for art, you bring up a lot of things I've wondered about myself, and still have yet to really find answers to. But I would like to share my feelings on it, especially when talking about your creative endeavors. An artist, in my book, is someone with a creative vision and voice. Both things that you clearly express—you're someone with something to say, stories to tell, and your effort and passion is always present in your work. There are artists who can say and do more with less; equipment, training, and education are not requirements to be an artist!
I can understand why you might get down on yourself creatively, I've done the same things myself. But I want to make sure that I tell you that I think you are not only an artist, but you are a true artist.
I've said it about my own artistic statement and intent, but if I can inspire even one person the way I was inspired by the artists I admire and look up to, then I can feel confident that I've achieved what I set out to do. You've put your OCs in the spotlight on the world stage, and are rightfully being appreciated. In some ways, you've already made your mark, a thumbprint of your heart and soul. I cannot wait to see what you share with us next.
TheShokBlok
I really really appreciate it, you know those kinds of people you don't really need to talk to much to to know they are really cool? To me, you're one of those people.
Keep up the great work and never stop drawing! o((*^▽^*))o
MetalDoom
Same to you, Shok! You and Nerine are the best!